Sunday, April 09, 2006
sorry i couldn't explain it properly to you.
i just couldn't find the right words.
i still have to say sorry.
sorry so much.
its not your fault.
i'm sorry i gave up.
we tried. i really tried.
but some reality cannot be changed.
not everything ends like a fairy-tale.
thank you for all that you gave me.
remember that question you asked me?
my answer is yes. a definite yes.
though i act like i don't care anymore
it still hurts sometimes.
confessions
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Sunday, March 12, 2006
yays! finally the holidays. can sleep in already hahahaha.
went to my godsis's funfair yesterday with isabel. it was SO hot there please. i was like..sweating so much. Then the school was very crowded and they sold pretty cool stuffs like earrings, bags, watches, artcrafts stuffs and they even sold self-designed clothes and bikinis(?!)
in the end, isabel and i only spent like $2. we shared a can of ice lemon tea, and i bought a slice of pizza. they had sausage prata too, and buns and other stuffs.
yeah, then my godsis was pointing out all the chio-bus and shuai-gers to me hahaha.
we went up to the haunted house thing. in the end, we didn't go. for some reason, yeah.
i decided to wear my contact lenses on weekends cos it would be so wasted if i just leave it ther in my cupboard to rot. i still have about 4 unused boxes.
my dad is super weird. we quarrelled AGAIN. during dinner. so frustrated.
he keeps accusin me and HE STARTS IT! >:(
ohwells.
gotta get back to my msn chat.
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Friday, March 03, 2006
i love this song - Notice Me Ft. Angelina
anyway finally got back all of our common test papers EXCEPT lit.
i think i'll do horribly for lit. i wrote that the little boy was a bully when the correct answer was that he wasnt. bleargh. my math was so ______. i didn't fail but it was -shakes head-
talkin to brenda on the phone now.
i almost cried when i got back the math paper. okkay actually i did cry. ABIT. my parents will so kill me lah. hais. haven't show them any of the papers we got back today YET.
so upsetting lah this evening when someone told me something that shocked me and kinda pissed me off too. i dunno if i should remain mad at this person.
but i usually wouldn't stay mad at someone for too long. my record was...1 week i think.
gave the person cold shoulder.
YAYS monday half day. but have choir until 1. bleargh. hope i can go shixuan's house and practice our dance after that =D
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Sunday, February 26, 2006
made this really strnage dream that i lost alot of things in a swimming pool.
i managed to retrieve everything except this particular one thing cos it sank too deep in the pool and i could not swim down to take it. it was really weird, this dream of mine.
and guess what. IT CAME TRUE! i mean, i didn't lose the thing in a pool but i really lost it the next morning while i was cleaning up my rabbits things. i can't find it anywhere!!!!
i thought the person would be mad at me for losing it but the person was not mad at all! :D
i wanna watch the new show starring the superstar people on ch U. i think it should be quite nice. bought a pair of hot pink hoop earrings from far east plaza yesterday. it was sellin at $2!!!
isabel came over to my grandma house on friday. its been pretty long since we hung out together. we just used our tablets the whole day to watch shows. then she wanted to take taxi ( that lazy gerl!!! lol jkin) so i had to walk her all the way outside to the main road, across the overhead bridge and wait with her for the taxi.
yay!! sm,kc,ee shi, sc, jr and zol are coming to the cgs funfair too!!!!
isabel and i are goin for their funfair in march.
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Sunday, February 19, 2006
its been seriously long time since i last blogged.
bleargh. tomorrow's the science common test. mr teo only went through the circulatory system chapter on thursday/friday. luckily we learnt about circulatory system in pri school.
i don't understand math. argghh. give up on it.
spent the whole afternoon yesterday on homework and revision.
cleared up all my old toys to give away. its all dumped in this huge huge plastic bag.
i think its going to the children's home.
yay next wednesday!!:D
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Wednesday, January 25, 2006
BAD MOOD.
feeling kind of sad and irritated suddenly.
today was a long long day.
great. i was the first girl to do that public oral speaking thing in class. so paiseh okay.
my speech had the 's' word inside..then when i said aloud i could hear some people making some..noises. expected reaction.
then went for curie house training. YAY!!! i don't have to do anything physical. as in, sprinting or javelin or shotput etc. swee chen, rachel, shauna and i are cheerleading!! hahaha.
we just stand there and cheer and get enthu! XD
then we fooled around with all the javelin and stuffs. mr teo demonstrated throwing of discus for us. it was soooo funny. hee.
sometimes i feel abit moody. like now. dun feel like talkin to anyone.
i dunno why.
sm told me something. i know its partly-true but i really don't wish to believe it.
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Tuesday, January 17, 2006
the english common test paper was hard.
today music was so fun. ruyi and shauna were doodling all over my hands/music sheet. they disfigured my poor spongebob:( then when we had to listen to music(ms seow let us listen some music), ruyi and shauna went to lean on my shoulders and slept! tsk tsk hahahaha.
got a terrible sore throat.
mass run was oh-kay today. wasn't as bad as i thought but its pretty crowded when the whole school is running together.
science practical was funnnnie. my eyes were closed and i was just casually flicking this pea. and it hit the side of someone's head. shall not disclose who. it was completely accidental! but it was kind of funny too. shauna cracked up.
he said he would do his best. for me.
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